About Me
There are two ‘I’s, just as there are two ‘you’s, dear reader!
One is this apparent 'I', wrapped in a name, a form, and a personal story, moving through time and interacting with the apparent 'you' in this mysterious drama of life. A few fragments of my outer journey are shared through the links on this site. I have played various roles: a structural engineer, a professor, a consultant, and an author. Now, after retirement, I enjoy ‘sitting quietly, doing nothing’. I continue to write books (on finding fulfilment in life) and teach as a guest faculty at IIT Madras. I live in Chennai with my wife, Roshni, who teaches History at the school, Sishya.
But beyond this fleeting story abides the true I, which is also the true You: formless, timeless, transcendent, and indescribable.
The two 'I's (or two 'you's) are symbolically depicted as two birds perched on the Tree of Life, as illustrated on the cover of my recent book. The lower bird - the apparent self - remains constantly occupied with worldly concerns and desires, eagerly consuming berries (some sweet, some bitter), and flying around restlessly. The higher bird - the True Self - watches the frantic activity of the lower bird, remaining still and serenely poised. Tired and frustrated, the lower bird may eventually notice the timeless presence of the higher bird and learn to live guided by its transcendent light, without 'doer-ship'. This is akin to the realisation that 'the kingdom of heaven is within you!'…